xiao dian yi

2009-10-17T00:17:00.002+08:00

It was a happy day today(!!!) :D

-Math was supposed to be emo. But it wasnt, I had a nice faci, really really nice guy! And furthermore, my teammates were the best man! Hanafie damn patient with me.

-Played thruthrutrain during break today! DAMN FUN:D AJ PULLED LIKE 8 OF US I THINK. Omg damn thrilling xxxxxxx HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY TO SEE MANY OF US FALL OUT OF THE CHAIR, SUPER ENTERTAINING LAH. Weakest had to sit @ the back back, was quite behind HAHA DUH.

-After school met baby awhile. Then I went to find Farhan&co:) Did rj together and then went to hv westernfood YAY:D Talking about w35r times. :( Best class evar!

-Then around 6, went Mary's hostel. Stayed there awhile with her!!!! Talked alot with Mary!!!!!!!!!!!!! WANNA GO SHOPPING TOGETHER WITH HER AND BAOBAO. :D And... we were actually talking about the same thing all this while lol.

-Baby ended training, went Causeway to have dinner. Ate @ Ajisen hehe. :] Luv baby!!!!! Tomorrow date with him HAHAHAHAHA :D

-Im thankful that I've friends around me... who will never leave me when I need them. Will never blame me for not having enough time for them. Will always help me when I need help in studies. Make me smile when Im upset. Standing up for me. Supporting my decision.

Im thankful.... really.

Sometimes I hate myself for not being a good friend to others....

2009-10-11T23:35:00.003+08:00

im alright.
im just trying to figure out what is worth fighting for.
I HATE THE EMO SIDE OF ME I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT
I WANT TO BE THE CHEERY HUIXIN.
I WANT TO BE THE ONE THAT MAKES PEOPLE HAPPY.
I fucking just hate how my life is right now.....
i really need to get drunk.......
this is what i called desperate moments, the only way to smile again is to get drunk.

2009-10-10T21:46:00.001+08:00

the only way to make right out of a wrong decision is to accept it and move on......
so i've decided not to cry over it anymore....
i've decided to become a stronger person....
someone who doesnt look back on her mistakes from time to time...
work even harder for better results... im referring to 2 main things actually.
and i realised i've lost many things on my way, im getting them back i swear...
my life hasnt been that perfect as what it seems to everyone...
infact, i felt that my smiles are getting lesser thse days....
i used to be very cheery... cracking jokes were my forte....
faking a smile is tiring, holding on is painful.....
=( i need to do something about it......

2009-09-24T01:31:00.002+08:00

Baby i dont know if you'll read this.. I mean since you always tell me I READ YOUR BLOG ONCE IN AWHILE ONLY LOR. But deep inside, hehehehee I THINK YOU STALK ME EVERY SEC EVERY MIN EVERY HR. :)
Happy 3rd month! :)
AFTER YOU'RE BACK FROM HK, PLS GIMME A BIG HUG OK. We had a lousy 2nd month celebration, promise me.... this time we'll hv a happy 3rd month celebration ok!
And pls put more trust in me, you should know how important is trust.
Do you know everyday im out, everything that i see reminds me of you? I wish you were here with me. I'll be counting down to the days I'll see you again! LOVE YOU MANY.

AND THIS IS FOR RACHEL THE SHORTY.
- GO LIBRARY READ SOME BOOKS 8-
- OR YOU WANT BE BAD GIRL, WATCH PORN ALSO CAN
- GO BEDOK PRINCESS WATCH 5BUX MOVIE AND SNEAK CUP NOODLES IN
- WILL HELP U CONTINUE THINKING OK HAHAHAHAHA

So today.... I went out with that girl. And I bought my club marc blazer for..... ONLY...... OMG ITS DAMN FRIGGINCHEAP HEHEHEEH SHALL KEEP IT A SECRET. =))))
And..... baby's present is halfway done !!!!! :) hope he will like it....

2009-09-11T00:57:00.002+08:00

Many many plans in my mind right now:) SO EXCITED. BUT IM KINDA TROUBLED AT THE SAME TIME HAI, CURRENTLY JOBLESS X.X AND REALLY RUNNING OUT OF $$$. Anyone wanna be my sugar daddy!
Tomorrow will be meeting Bestf like finally, we'll be watching coco chanel hee. then off i go to cook at baby's place and then.... next day rachjay will come over to play monopoly how lame, then we'll go jogging together heehee. fun only.

insecurity. jealousy.
this feeling really sucks, why does it always attack me from time to time, i really need to get rid of this feeling.
trust.
trust.
trust.
(:

my face is recovering slowly..... * apply face cream religiously everyday *

2009-09-09T17:17:00.002+08:00

rachel ang that mad girl just came up with a proposal on WHY SHE SHOULD NOT GO GENTING AGAIN WITH THE FAMILY.

she happily sent me the proposal, 10 reaons, to be exact 5 reasons.

hopefully it would succeed!!!!! then.... we can happily go jogging @ ecp together with the other 2 boys:) yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. kill 2 bird with 1 stone.
SHED SOME FATZ+DOING SOMETHING NEW WITH 3 OF THEM=YAY!

and this holiday...... i wanna meet up with many people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY STILL NOBODY WANNA DATE ME OUT AH. WHY NV REPLY MY SMSES NBCB.

I WONDER.............. HOW WILL MY NEXT CLASS BE. :)

2009-09-08T01:59:00.001+08:00

我怀念的是争吵以后

还是想要爱你的冲动 ..

bye brown hair. guess what, i still havent decide what colour to dye. =)

2009-09-05T00:55:00.002+08:00

Genting trip with Baby.. Rachel.. Jay.. was really great memories:)

First day was indoor theme park, bumper car was damn funny when me and rachel was stucked at the same place.. we only know how to move the car after trying it the 2nd time.

Ate kenny rogers, was craving for the muffins but all I can say, dont ever eat Msia's kenny rogers! Nasty experience. Muffins tasted like those you see in the normal neighbourhood bakery shop.

First night was damn bad, really wanted to go home so badly because I couldnt sleep there. =(

2nd day, outdoor theme park. DAMN FUN BUT...... I DIDNT TRY TO SOLERASHOTS(SPG?) Walao regret. REALLY REGRET. Tried all rides cept the solero shots. Spiderman damn fun.... the newest ride in the theme park.

Ehhh somehow I lazy continue alr.... check out my pictures in fb!

*applying cream religiously*

really hoping my skin will heal completely soon...... :)

2009-08-29T23:23:00.003+08:00

Shopping with Rachel yesterday, wasnt a very fruitful one though:( I think Im suffering from some shopping disorder seriously, havent been spending $$$ on clothes for v long alr! I'VE BEEN V CHOOSY, I FEEL LIKE..... THE CLOTHING HERE NO LONGER SATISFY ME. The trend in Singapore is getting damn cliche(dont know if this is the right word to describe), my english sucks. But.... I just hate how typical singaporean teenagers are, WRAPPING URSELF WITH TOPSHOP ITEMS=TRENDY. Sorry, no. Whats with all the DSLR craze when you cant even use a digicam properly. Omg. I just dont know what the f is happening in Singapore.

Heng im not one of those trying hard kids out there.

Yesterday I was feeling damn moody..... Seriously wasnt in the right mood for shopping. Cos everything sucks. Only manage to get aldo accessories. :) I look exceptionally different in that lacey bow hairband, look so different from usual, like weighing on the girly side already.

After that, I surprised baby @ his place! Somehow the surprise was spoiled by him..... that stupid boy dont wanna hang up, end up he heard and asked, " WHY ARE YOU AT TIONG BAHRU ! " when i actually told him im heading back home. I tried my best to cover up the woman's voice..... too bad.

Sushi and his fav greentea from Daiso. Ever since Im with him, I did things I didnt think I would ever do it for a guy.

I hope the changes I made was worthwhile.

I want him to treasure me as much as I do treasure him.

2009-08-28T00:49:00.003+08:00

Holidays officially started yesterday, like yay! Many plans up my sleeves hehehehe, people rmb to date me out ok!

Tmr shall be shopping+jobhunt+trim eyebrows(!)

Urgent in need of.. new pair of shoes! preferably neon canvas? or maybe just a plain black oxfords-like shoe. Wanna get dresses too! Hair accessories too! Plus a new makeup base! I seriously hate bb cream now, its like damn oily, i guess that explains my recent serious breakouts hai emo. Plus bb cream dont give out glow! I want dior creme, it works like magic but..... my stupid sister dont even wanna help me order:( waiting for years.

So yesterday went town with baby, didnt do much.. walk around like idiots. =.=

today went back school, 1hr trip and guess what, training is cancelled omg! but anyway time spent with teammies were great! :) we went pasar malam crazyyyyy lol!!!! finally, i bought those socks! was so stubborn like what geogina said, die also dont wanna buy socks thats why my pumpz all so smelly hahahahaha! and ate my all time fav sour&sweet tofu!!!!

genting trip is coming real soon, YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HURRAY.

my previous hair colour was.. brown base with blonde highlights....

and then i marvelled at..

hey monday lead vocalist, whatever her name is... really luv her hair color! and the way the blonde streaks compliment her base color. I like where the streaks are. =) Maybe will dye something like this.

Patchy patchy blonde streaks, damn nice. But only on angmos.... even if i wanna do blonde streaks, i will choose a not so loud kind of blonde la... you get what i mean.

excited about my new hair color!!!!!

2009-08-24T00:14:00.003+08:00

Happy 52th birthday to Mommy! (L)
I know I've been a bad girl for this 17years, always throwing tantrum(spg?)..
Will try my best to make you happy everyday Mommy! I know the only thing I could do is do well in studies and not waste any time in poly. And ever since you told me how bad you felt regarding something, I will be more mature in handling that matter, will not dissapoint you. I wont let you make the 2nd mistake because of me. Trust me.

Happy 2nd month anni! I hope as time goes by, our r/s would get even stronger and we would try to understand each other more.

Went Eastcoast Jumbo seafood restaurant with family just now, nothing beats spending time with family. I feel the beam of happiness whenever Im with my family.... the kind of, whatever happens doesnt matter anymore, as long as my family is here with me. =)
Huixin is strong like that.

2009-08-22T23:38:00.003+08:00

Watched Orphan with bby today, would rate it 4/5 stars! GO WATCH GOGOGO!

Oya so as you know, Orphan NC16 movie, guess what, I WAS BEING SCANNED OK. =.= Like lame only, somemore that lady say to bby, " No, you no need " WALAO. NOT FAIR LAH, SERIOUSLY I DONT THINK I LOOK LESSER THAN 16 LOR.

The last two UTs are the hardest to tackle, i wonder how am i suppose to prepare for it hai emo.

Yesterday met up with Rach, had a fun time @ Starbux, was trying hard to focus but end up..

girls will always be girls right! =(

Remember our shopping date before Genting trip comes ok! Omg I SO CANT WAIT:D

You ought to know by now how much I love you..

2009-08-18T23:55:00.004+08:00

Photo above taken with the class beside us:) Neighbour class haha!

Last lesson with W35R, damn sad i swear.

I hope my next sem class would just be as great as W35R!

would definitely miss you guys! Still remember my birthday, bbq, ton night walking from angmokio to chompchomp, etc etc.

Nvm still got 5 days with W35R, battling together! ALL THE BEST TO W35R FOR UT3!!!!!

And after today, confirming the whole genting trip, I so cant wait for the trip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bby we will def hv fun:) so quit worrying!!!! Luv you damn damn damn much.

what if i told you it was all meant to be
would you believe me would you agree
its almost that feeling that we've met before
so tell me that you dont think im crazy
wen i tell u love has come here and now

a moment like this some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this some people search 4ever
for that one special kiss
oh i cant believe its happening to me
some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

everythings changes but beauty remains
somethings so tender i cant explain
well i maybe dreaming but still lie awake
can we make this dream lasts 4ever
and i'll cherish all the love we share

Enterprise tomorrow, next up Science. Gotta prepare for the battle, baibai luvya peeps!

2009-08-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

Photo taken on Saturday, Choojie's wedding!

Very happy for her:) I do agree that every girl look the prettiest on her wedding day. Cant wait for mine....... bby :)

Ushers for the day, damn weird seriously.

Anyway, I caught the bouquet of flowers when Choojie threw it down! Like happy only.

Today I went out studying @ TampLibrary with the eastsiderz from W35R. Hahaha wasnt a very fruitful studying session for me:( What Alan said, " She only know how to eat, put the crackers back her bag, sleep, wake up, take out the crackers and continue eating " Die. I wasted another day..... UT3 is coming, AND IM BACK TO MY OLD SELF, THE OLD UNMOTIVATED ME.

I got a 'B' for my Programming daily grade! I swear my programming faci is the best faci on earth, I guess that was a present to me la! Those who are in class that day should know WE DID NTH ON THAT DAY, WHOLE CLASS WENT CAUSEWAY POINT FOR 2HRS, ARCADE FOR STIMULATION RIDE. Omg... and still a 'B'. Luvvvvvv that faci!!!!!!

" Lastly, I also want to thank you for your participation in class, and making the class lively and fun with your bubbly nature. See you around in campus next time. "

Last min plan, meetup with Meow Eugene Kenneth tomorrow @ town. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. I SWEAR I FUCKING MUST BURN MIDNIGHT OIL TODAY AND TOMORROW NIGHT. HUIXIN PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH MAN.

BYE. MOMMY IS THE BEST. BOUGHT ME ADIDAS JACKET:) LUV HERRRRRRRRR SO DAMN MUCH. HER BIRTHDAY IS COMING, MUST PLAN MUST PLAN.

2009-08-13T09:53:00.002+08:00

faking a smile is tiring.
holding on is painful.

2009-08-12T10:43:00.009+08:00

Yay me and my twinny Baoxin got 'A' for enterprise UT!!! :D LOOK AT OUR HAPI FACEZ!!!

Hehehehee bby in devil hairband too!!!

Just some random pix spammmmm hehehehehehe anyway break soon!!!!! Korkor coming over to pick me up, we going causeway for sakae!!!! Oh and there is CONVERSE salezz in RP, need a new pair of sneakers!

Im damn bored. :O Cognitive sucks, X.X IS A DAMN LAME MODULE LAH SERIOUSLY.

this morning i found out FIVE bad news, okay it might sound serious... but i STRONGLY BELIEVE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. =)

Btw here is a mini update first, price is def NEGO. Im damn lazy to clear everything..... no money liao hai hai hai.

Fedora hat - $20.

Indiesin funkyprintz jacket - $20.

RMB PRICE IS NEGO. ENQUIRIES @ STYLO_MILO92@HOTMAIL.COM (:

2009-08-08T23:07:00.003+08:00

now i realise how insignificant i am in your life.

im so glad that meow is coming over tonight,
girlfriends will always be my dosage of happiness!

im always good at faking a smile.

2009-08-08T17:57:00.004+08:00

Sorry for this long chunky boring post without any photos! Oops!

Parents not home for 2 nights, friday and today. Yesterday night I was with Pauline, we went to Kbox, from 8-3am. Its like, 7 hours:) Free you know, we had 120$ voucher, we had to top-up like 5bux per person la.

Shiok ah damn long never sing.. Went over her place to stay!

Glad that my girlfriends will always be there for me when I need them. I wanna take this chance to thank all my closest girlfriends, that even though I've a boyfriend now, whenever you need me, I will always be there for you. Be it I have to fly over your place to lend you my shoulders to cry on etc. I swear I'll be there for you girls! Just like how you girls always treat me..... Im thankful for girlfriends like them. Hmm do I have to name out? :)

( not according to any order )

Leokmin. Pauline. Jinlian. Meow. Rachel. GraceY. & more.

This few are the ones that from sec schl till now, whenever anything happen the few ones I will call. :)

But there are more, from RP..... Dont be angry if I leave you out ok!

Oh and meow coming my place to accompany me tonight after her work! Yay luv her. :)

LPK no time for me :( hai nvm cos I also understand why. Pls study hard my dearboy. Hope you're reading this!

6 more days to last lesson & steamboat with W35R:(

7 more days to Choojie's wedding!

16 more days to Mom's birthday/2nd mth anni!

18 more days to Holiday! Before holiday, theres UT3:(

24 more days to Genting trip with RachelFarhan & my dearest.

In need of cash! Gonna go snap photos of my clothes and sell em away heehee!

2009-08-05T22:01:00.006+08:00

Hey Im back! Havent been blogging for v long haha, if im not wrong, ever since I started poly life ?
The main purpose of starting to blog again is to let all my old buddies know what Im up to:) All like so busy in tp, no time for me:(
Anyway, life have been treating me well.. Many people walk into my life and out of my life in just this short 4 months. RP is still an unfamilar environment to me, still in the process of adapting.. I mean its weird how 80% of my friends are in TP, and then Im here in RP, it feels weird sometimes.. cos all the friends I have now would prolly be new friends from weird secondary schools HAHA! Im like slowly adapting to places like at the west/north side.. Its good I guess? Its better than always hanging out in east side or town.
W35R the best class ever! Just another 1-2more weeks and we'll be seperating.. Damn sad whenever I think about it. I still rmb how they surprise me during my birthday, felt damn touched. :)
I feel so comfy whenever Im with my new vball mates:) Vb trainings damn slack but I still luvvv my new teammates v v v much!
Need to trim my hair tomorrow, its getting damn thick damn thick and heavy and long and messy and frizzy and all-over-the-place.

LASTLY, I LUV LPK.
I cherish every moment spent with you.

I promise to be a better girlfriend. Time will tell.