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Saturday, October 17, 2009,
12:17 AM
It was a happy day today(!!!) :D -Math was supposed to be emo. But it wasnt, I had a nice faci, really really nice guy! And furthermore, my teammates were the best man! Hanafie damn patient with me. -Played thruthrutrain during break today! DAMN FUN:D AJ PULLED LIKE 8 OF US I THINK. Omg damn thrilling xxxxxxx HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY TO SEE MANY OF US FALL OUT OF THE CHAIR, SUPER ENTERTAINING LAH. Weakest had to sit @ the back back, was quite behind HAHA DUH. -After school met baby awhile. Then I went to find Farhan&co:) Did rj together and then went to hv westernfood YAY:D Talking about w35r times. :( Best class evar! -Then around 6, went Mary's hostel. Stayed there awhile with her!!!! Talked alot with Mary!!!!!!!!!!!!! WANNA GO SHOPPING TOGETHER WITH HER AND BAOBAO. :D And... we were actually talking about the same thing all this while lol. -Baby ended training, went Causeway to have dinner. Ate @ Ajisen hehe. :] Luv baby!!!!! Tomorrow date with him HAHAHAHAHA :D -Im thankful that I've friends around me... who will never leave me when I need them. Will never blame me for not having enough time for them. Will always help me when I need help in studies. Make me smile when Im upset. Standing up for me. Supporting my decision. Im thankful.... really. Sometimes I hate myself for not being a good friend to others....
Sunday, October 11, 2009,
11:35 PM
im alright. im just trying to figure out what is worth fighting for. I HATE THE EMO SIDE OF ME I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I WANT TO BE THE CHEERY HUIXIN. I WANT TO BE THE ONE THAT MAKES PEOPLE HAPPY. I fucking just hate how my life is right now..... i really need to get drunk....... this is what i called desperate moments, the only way to smile again is to get drunk.
Saturday, October 10, 2009,
9:46 PM
the only way to make right out of a wrong decision is to accept it and move on...... so i've decided not to cry over it anymore.... i've decided to become a stronger person.... someone who doesnt look back on her mistakes from time to time... work even harder for better results... im referring to 2 main things actually. and i realised i've lost many things on my way, im getting them back i swear... my life hasnt been that perfect as what it seems to everyone... infact, i felt that my smiles are getting lesser thse days.... i used to be very cheery... cracking jokes were my forte.... faking a smile is tiring, holding on is painful..... =( i need to do something about it...... |